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If only there was some way,

Some way I could catch the last strand of your soul before it wisps away.

I feel your body go limp in my arms,

last words of “I Love you” caught in my throat,

Your body is light yet heavy and weary,

It’s just an empty shell, but used to be mine!

Its hard to except this cavity in my arms, The beautiful soul that’s been lost,

Oh! and it hurts to believe you are gone!

The gaping hole in my chest, It bleeds and it bleeds for you to come back,

Just one movement! Please!

But your gone.

This is the last time I hold your face in my hands,

I look upon its magnificence,

Oh how i’ll miss your face,

How it smiled,

How your eyes twinkled with joy!

I don’t WANT TO LET GO what is rightfully MINE!

But now your gone,

Their telling me it’s time to let go.

How it agonized me to feel your skin one last time!

We dig up a hole and we set you inside,

We rest your arms and your head for your long restful sleep,

And we dropped in the dirt,

Moments leaking away for the last time,

I see your face.

The last memory of you,

The last hope you’ll come back,

Oh how it hurts,

Knowing this is,

The very last time,

I see your face.

Who even knew those stupid bands on our wrists “Class of 2020” would ever mean anything.

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I never thought I’d see the day I’d say this but, I love you guys. Stay strong.

I go the the Moon, far from this place and deep into my mind, It is loud with thoughts and ideas, and it is lonely, It would be nice to one day share this place with another, someone I can hold, trust and fly to the Moon.

Corona, Corona,

living off scraps,

Corona, Corona,

started from bats.

I promiced not to tempt you,

when really you’re the one tempting me.

It’s the Afterlife again, your all I want, you’re already gone, we would stay up always this late. Our skin is blue, we rest on the borderline, you’re my breath of life, I could breath underwater, I hear the call, You’re calling me. I can’t say no, cant help falling. falling in love.

I wrote this a few years ago when I was in an unhealthy relationship. So glad it is over. It was Literal death.

I cried when you said you weren’t free.

You don’t know that cause I sent a smiley face.

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Summertime Sadness,

I remember the sunny days,

Short shorts and daises,

Sitting on the cloud of our future,

We walked along curbs and fingered our hair,

It was sunny like Heaven,

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But really it was raining passed eleven.

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summertime sadness by Lana Del Rey is a good song. You should try it ;3